I am ...
* mentally exhausted,
* physically drained,
* emotionally repressed.
My infrequent postings tell all.
Time ~ where has that all gone?
Work ~ how can something I enjoy turn into an endless nightmare?
Play ~ why does the thought of going out to workout or socialise fill me with reluctance?
Something gotta give soon!
Or I will go "crazy" ....
How does one deal with global managment that do not trust?
How does one deal with a management that insists on micro managing?
How does one deal with different bosses with different agendas? I feel like the proverbial "deer" that was caught in the middle of the fight between the elephants. (Gajah sama gajah berlawan, pelanduk mati di tengah-tengah!)
How does one deal with arrogant, a** s**kers whose main aim in life is to climb the corporate ladder by any means ~ fair and foul?
How does one deal with inconsiderate, jealous b****es/b******s whose sole purpose in life is to stab anyone and everyone in the back so that the said b****es/b******s will look good in the eyes of greater authority?
How does one deal with an environment where "fighting" internal battles is more exhausting than "fighting" competitors at the market place? Or perhaps there is just no time left to fight competitors after all the internal bickering.
How does one deal with endless processes and templates to be filled and ridiculous internal bureaucracy that is worthy of a GLC?
I am so tired. I feel like I am balancing on a very thin/ fine red line. Something gotta give soon!
Is there a light at the end of this tunnel? Or is this just my exhaustion speaking?
I am looking forward to the coming holidays. Perhaps I can put some perspective back into my life and the job I "used" to like.
Goodnight Malaysia whoever you are.
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7 comments:
Well, not bad as a Weather Report.. *grin* You'll be okay.. We'll all survive somehow, make lotsa happy babies, sip hot tea, play chinese chess under the yum yum tree in our autumn days, and wonder what the hell all that fuss was about, eh? *chin up*
Haha ... thanks LB. You gonna leave me a blubbering fool.
It was good to rant. At least looking at my post, the reality does not seem as bad as the words written in frustration.
*chin up*
Girl, you need to let go and take a break! That's what I was going through before the CM trip. I was tired, angry and ready to give up. The break did me and the world a lot of good. At least, nobody died from it. LOL!
fren, take a break! enjoy ur trip. talk to someone who have experienced such situation. maybe he/she can enlighten you.
Umm... Solution...
Drop everything, go sign up for Body Combat training, and become a Les Mills International Master Trainer for Body Combat....
I think you need a holiday... enuf said!
Folks, thanks for all the advice. I took a much needed break. But came back to chaos. Things might not be a lot clearer, but at least it sets the mind off the initial thought inertia.
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